I have serious doubts about whether I’m ready to continue this reborn blogging journey.
Old behaviors from my days as a “successful blogger” are creeping back in, checking stats, polishing titles, planning strategies...
And I hate it. I despise myself for even thinking that way. I just want to blog for the love of it.
Right now, it feels impossible. It’s becoming too serious, and that’s not what I want.
No direction, no goal. Just a simple, open outlet for my thoughts, that’s all I’m after.
But I keep circling back to the idea that there must be “something more.” Something to aim for. Something to achieve.
It makes me sad. It discourages me. It steals the joy and quiet beauty that blogging can bring.
I hope it passes. I wish I could just blog. But at the moment, it doesn’t seem likely.
Still, I’ll keep my fingers crossed and my mind open to whatever truly feels right.