Opposites attract
If I pretend to be my own psychiatrist, the diagnosis would be that I have a mild form of bipolar disorder.
The manic highs and lows being creativity. Periods of being very creative, followed by spans of “delete everything”.
The same pattern repeats again and again and again. I create stuff like a maniac, blog posts, events, themes, add-ons, etc. Then it all stops in an instant.
Not in a moody kind of way, more like a surrender. I retract like a tide going out. The ocean is still there, unchanged at depth, but withdraws on the surface.
I used to think there was something wrong with me, something that needed to change. Nowadays, I just see it as part of who I am. Not good or bad, not right or wrong. Just me being me.
Maybe you’re the opposite. Maybe that’s what makes the world go round, the attraction of opposites.